I will write about Gilgamesh, an epic character of the ancient
history of Mesopotamia. The character belongs to a famous tale entitle as “Epic
of Gilgamesh”. In the story, the pivot point of the story was based on the life
story of a man “Gilgamesh”. Through the whole story, he was struggling with his
concepts of mortality and refuses to believe that there will be an end of his
life. ultimately, Gilgamesh gains wisdom and eventually reached to discover
immorality and painful end of his journey and his goal remained unattainable.
In his youth, Gilgamesh was a ruler and inhabitants of the city of Uruk were
used to praise him. He lived as invincible life; he met another man with powers
“Enkidu”.
Together Gilgamesh and Enkidu had long adventures and
achieved many feats. Some deep philosophical questions are always addressed by
many people that Gilgamesh deserve immortality and he was very immortal towards
girls of his state. In a long journey, he enslaved as a person and even he was
begging for forgiveness, Gilgamesh killed him because Enkidu encouraged him to
do so. God found the incident and killed Enkidu in punishment of his action (Tigay, 2002).
Upon his death, Gilgamesh found that he will reach the
same end one day and it was terrifying to know the end of life. his close
friend died and turned to clay in his hands. Finding death in front of his eyes
forced him to think about himself and the end of his life. the fact was very depressing and fearful, and
he started finding some life survival reasons.
After the incident, Gilgamesh becomes more concerning
about his action and mortality because his friend Enkidu was having the same
strength when he was killed. Gilgamesh resolves to conquer death. From the very
first, Gilgamesh was determined to live a long life and forever, therefore, he
started searching a mortal named Utnapishtim who was already granted by eternal
life (Tigay, 2002).
the journey of
Gilgamesh was very interesting for me as he was motivated and overcome many obstacles.
The strength of his confidence is an example for me, and I wonder how long he
had gone. He finally reached his goal and found Utnapishtim. How brave he was
as he has undergone through life threatening ways and walked all the way to
reach Utnapishtim and finally reached his destination.
After getting him, Gilgamesh explained all and his
desire to become immortal of death. On reply, Utnapishtim challenged him to not
sleep for six days and seven nights. Even he was determined to complete the
challenge but still, he was unable to stay awake. During this, he felt death is
reaching towards him. He discovered that living happily is better instead of
feeling the fear of death. The most famous dialogues of Gilgamesh here are
about death as “nobody sees the face of Death. Nobody hears the voice of
Death” (“The Epic” 108) (Tigay, 2002).
These lines show that death cannot be explained but it
strikes hard and kill at any moment. There are no clues of death and it can
happen anytime in life. the only alternative is to speculate yourself to know
how this mysterious moment comes and operates. Gilgamesh found how hourglass of
life constantly being depleted and leaves him feeling mournful and empty.
Regarding
Gilgamesh, some argue that he already achieved immortality, but I feel, even he
is dead physically now, but his journey and stories are living around us
through the written words. He gained everlasting time to live and his try to
escape death eventually ended with a meaningful end.
Reference of the Gilgamesh
Tigay, J. H., 2002. The Evolution of the Gilgamesh
Epic. In: s.l.:Bolchazy-Carducci Publishers, p. 384.